When I was young, I was wishing that the next day I woke up, there would be some changes in me. I hoped that something that I don't like would go away, like the sweaty palms, anemia, etc. And when I woke up I would become taller, stronger, etc. Maybe it's from the movie "The Fly", or X-Men. But of course, I don't want to be transform into a fly.
So, somehow, it became my birthday wish. Quite silly, isn't it? When I was becoming 16, I thought it should be the time. But of course nothing happened. Same for 18th, 21st, and many birthdays after, until my 31st.
Nothing physical had changed (of course). But 1 phone call changed my life. After that, I realized I was living in a lie for 31 years. The outcome of the change is good, however, the feeling of being cheated really sucks. Ha!
~ Lindberg
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