After many months of struggling, I've finally made up my mind and delete my gaming account in Travian. And it feels sooooo good. This is an online game, which you build your villages and conquer the others. The only thing I find thankful to this game is leading us to create our own.
Anyway, after quitting and read a blog from 笨爸 about 也談自殺...和其他. Is it bad to feel good?
I spent more than 6 months on Travian, I believe. And I actually played it ok with my friend. However, the design of the game makes me frustrating. No way out. I don't know the purpose of my existence in the game. So, last night, when some people were trying to attack me, I deleted the account.
That's my virtual life for the past 6 months. Is it bad to abandon it just like that? Will I quit just like that in my real life when I find it boring and no meaning for existence? I guess not. The reason why I feel good now about quitting is I am having time to do things more meaningful. It is a decision for a change than qutting. In real life, if you quit, you will never tell this feeling. In that sense, never quit.
~ Lindberg
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